Song book. Rocky Reggie and Memories

I  found my old song book, today and it brought back allot off memories. some good and some bad but when reading it i realized to myself, maybe i should of said "yes more" and maybe i shouldn't off bite my tongue because i  noticed all the songs revolved around how i felt and how i should just been more open.

so this is why I'm writing a post to say YES MORE. and to just tell people how it is, I'm kind of realizing that in fact I'm missing someone more then anything in the world. but if i just said yes or if i just told them straight they could of still been here.
which then brings me onto memories and the past, I know i always say what happened in your past should stay in your past but that doesn't mean object
this is why i brought out my guitar "rocky reggie" ! weird name yes. but it does have a meaning to it and at the time i was going to name it something dark.... as i was going through rock stage  in my life. but i settled for Rocky Reggie and since then his name hasn't changed.
So my poor old dusty guitar was brought back out today from the deep dark part of the cupboard and to be honest its looking the same , as it was when it was first given to me at the age of 6.

truth be told, I never really had time for guitar back in the day, as i was always into dancing and various other subjects. but now with my two free days off i think i may start it back up again, because you should never forget something that made you smile.  (not that im saying go into your attic, and get out your babies and action men at the age of 17 onwards but..... do something)

This is why now, me and rocky reggie have been playing well learning to play again, and so far its been a lot of fun. however this song book really does give an in take on my emotions.
so maybe that needs to change.

Anyway guys along with my song book etc. I also found a bucket list which i wrote last month and even though it does look pretty decent maybe a few things need to change like the title as i put " bucket list, ( why is it even called that) " but then an old friend (WHO I DO MISS KINDA)  told me, and all though it now seems so obvious at the time i didn't know! (DON'T JUDGE) 

okay I have just rambled on so maybe i should stop and maybe ill post a picture and a few home memories off rocky reggie the guitar and songs
but doubti I' that brave over and out guys
... xxxx

1ST APRIL

First of April

 GUYS ITS THE FIRST OF APRIL AND I DID SAY I WOULD BLOG SO OMG

HIIII !!!!!!!!!!

SO I JUST DID A BLOG ABOUT MIKE ( BIT RANDOM I KNOW BUT IT WAS QUITE CUTE) 

or was that just me who thought it ! i really should stop speaking about him i could get arrested for this shit hahah !

okay so the first off April consisted on my best friend telling me she slept with my lad ! funny enough im single so i don't see how that worked ! FAIL

and then secondly, MY OTHER friend got me invited on a double date which was so cute seeing as ive never  been on one before but i rejected it FOOL  I KNOW ALSO IF YOU ARE READING THIS IM SORRY !

FORGIVE ME

HAHA

okay so this evening i ended up going on a drive with James and Caroline we went up to beachy head which is a cliff if you didn't know and we saw the sunset which picture are on my instagram and ill put it on my youtube at the end of the week

it was so pretty omgggggg

anyway im so sleepy i should go as tomo im getting a piercing omg scarry 

Its all about mike .............. :)

hey bloggers and readers and random people who just come across my blog spontaneously 

okay so today i saw one of the most beautiful and first sunsets of my life and it was perfect it is also a tick off my bucket list so yay me!

sorry if this has random bits in but I'm currently skyping mike WHO IS ALSO A BLOGGER ( LOOK AT ME WITH MY BLOGGER FRIENDS).

Haha okay so today I've done literally nothing apart from talk to mike and make funny face at him and my friends when we went on a drive oh yeah 
it was so pretty  and amazing and lovely! (broke the o key on the laptop ) 

Anyway back to my friend mike,  hes new yes i say it like i've  just brought him from a shop ( he comes with battery's) he is also is an amazing person he plays guitar and i know that's a random  fact but hes currently telling me about his strings on his guitar  which i have now named emma ! oh yeah i also named his car emma man I'm just on a role here he is also in love with me but he doesn't know it yet or he does but he thinks hes too cool to admit it

awwwee hes playing guitar down the phone literally what a cutie !
okay so mike or Michael as i call him is actually quite sweet and all though you may all be like why have you wrote a blog about a lad ..... HE DOES KNOW I'M WRITTING IT

and I'm writing it to express how meeting new people is just the best! it can be such a fun experience and getting to know new people is always so good this is actually why i started to youtube  and blog
in the first place 

k. i need to go before mike thinks im way to in love with him hahahaa ;) 
so over and out guys
and oh YER APRIL FOOLS 
  

random memories

random but that's me  

(ohh i really like this writing) 

hey there guys so i haven't been blogging in a while which is mad for me seeing as i always blog however i have been doing a lot of video's recently which i shall put on my youtube channel as soon as i find out how to make a movie maker ! yes i need help........

SO my lovely readers, how are you:?? ( wait you cant reply this is awkward)

It's the Easter break and its nearly my birthday well in a couple off weeks however Easter is always so busy for me as literally all my siblings are born in April ! you can obviously tell its my parents favorite month. 

Right lets get down to business ! so its nearly been a year since I've left secondary school, and I'm trying to think where has all the time gone, i mean what have i done in a whole year since leaving school?

Well lets see first there was prom! which was amazing and i loved it and then there was after prom.... Haha talk about getting mortal ! i cant really remember what happened only that i recreated my friendship with one of my old best friends that day and since then we've been as strong as ever (shout out to Miranda woo) and then there was spending time with family and going up to London to spend time with an ex ( WHO WAS A BOYFRIEND AT THE TIME ) that be odd if he was just an ex hahah !

oh wait and then there was results and reading fest! fjgfthidigtri  ( is how i would describe it|) GOD KNOWS I WANT TO GO THIS YEAR!

then after all off that there was joining college and meeting the mad people i know call my second family i mean all though we fight like cats and dogs literally i got scratches ( from somewhere) were still here for each other at the end of the day which is the most important thing i guess!

I do love them guys lots honestly is there was a southern version of geordie shore! it would be us

were all mad

Which  has brought me here today typing this blog to fill up the spaces that i have missed on blogging recently which is true it is quite random..

sorry for yet another random blog :) 

Love ya 

how could an innocent walk turn into a kidnap.........

You know I've always wondered how my friends would react if i got kidnapped and today i found out.
So how did this happen  well i went with my friends to an appointment as you do because if I'm honest the dentist scares me so whilst there we started to have a little fight as normal because we are now passed the stage off being nice to one another.
After my appointment then i decided you know what i haven't had a Chinese in a while and i really wanted one so off i walked .......... ( like people do) to the Chinese which was very yummy and for £8.50 all you can eat who's to complain well other then my best friend who i dragged along for support in me munching on endless noddles and Chili Beef ..............

whilst there we discussed daily event and you know what???? people actually can own PEOPLE who ever knew that I'm pretty sure there is such things as Human rights but hey ho.......... may need to check this shit out later ...............

After a while of suffering from our Chinese we decided to leave the restaurant to walk around the town center buying things we didn't need to buy and seeing things we didn't really need to see, and that's when it happened she got me and put on a number 99 bus a 99 bus to Hastings i mean I'm all up for going on an adventure but to MY HOUSE THAT IS ...............

So as we traveled to the lovely town of Bexhill i couldn't help but moan i mean i got kidnapped against my will ( Haha that's not a pun ) but you know what i managed to escape and as i did i got off the bus and ran yes ran and not normal running a proper forest gump run. I mean the looks i got from the old people who live in Collington is SHOCKING .

finally i had managed to get to a train station where i thought finally i was safe and could go back home but oh no... my friend had the genius idea of buying a train ticket without looking at the train times and you know what the next train wasn't for another 40 mins I KNOW  that doesn't seem long but to a pissed of girl in a summer jacket in the rain IT IS (TRUST).
that's when me being me decided why don't we just walk to our destination i mean its not that far is it and oh boy yes it was far all up hills i mean i went to Bexhill for  5 YEARS and i only realized today its actually quite a big place...............


however the story goes i spent money i didn't need to i got kidnapped by my best friend and i got on my old school bus full of the school kids who actually are annoying little shits, well majority the others look like they been going to bible camp for to long
so here it is my little rant over
and out
till NEXT TIME.

25 things about me whilst i wait for a text.

why do people fall asleep when the conservation is getting interesting?? i mean i know i do but the people that text me at 2:35 are normally boring people.

sorry pals if your reading. ah so here i am writing a blog at ridiculous a clock in the morning because my friend has decided he needs his beauty sleep which to be fair he probably does but now im bored......

so I'm now going to write 25 things about me so that by the end of it i might even have a text.....

1. I'm 5ft 5 which is perfect because i just about reach the height of my dream job.

2. My eyes never fail to surprise me because there always changing color from green to brown to dark brown.... it just nice to see a new color every morning when i wake up.

3.Even though one of my best friends is constantly by my side we cant help but text other people yes were that boring.

4. when i was little i was always in and out of hospital meaning i missed out on being a cool kid at nursery with bricks this is why i now love Lego.

5. I always feel like a little kid before Christmas a day before a concert or a rave.

(still no text)

6. I've always wanted to be a spy or work for MI5 but i know ill never be cool enough as im so clumsy.

7.I have an obsession with always dying my hair or trying new products its ridiculous 

8.roses are my favorite flowers.

9. In love with Ryan gosling YES FROM THE NOTEBOOK OMG HFKGJKDFGJ

10. i once made my own wallpaper, by magazines and photos from my Facebook

11. I  absolutely hate sprouts i mean at Christmas i would throw them out the window...

12. I live in joggers and my pj bottoms because there so comfy and if it was acceptable to wear them out i would.

13. this is my most luckiest number 

14. i make vlogs in my spar time because it cheers me up.

15.my favorite movie is dear john only because i once went out with a soldier and it reminded me of "us"

16.  favorite alcoholic drink is JD.

17. Favorite normal drink APPLE JUICE.

18.  I once killed a whole tree crying over my ex using all the tissues at my  best friends +Caroline Burtenshaw  house

19. MY BIRTHDAY IS ON THE 19TH APRIL

20. i get on better with guys then i do girls because they are so simple and they don't bitch

21. if i see a sign that say "wet paint" i would have to touch it just to see if they where lying or not.

22.  I take photography because i always think things seem better through a lens

23. i love everything fake eg fake nails,hair, and eyelashes but this doesn't make me fake does it?

24. My little brother is the most important person in my family to me i mean i would take a bullet for this kid. but it have to be a rubber one or plastic cos ain't nobody got time for the real shit.

25. I have the best group of friends in the world there always there for me and support me through everything

and for that i owe them everything

okay so there is my 25 things and guess what i have no text still..............................

obviously the thought of me was to exciting and they fainted

anyway guys im off to hit the hay and sleep so night night.

A very pissed of letter ...............

GOOD EVENING GUYS.

Today all ive been doing is nervously looking at my youtube account and the amount of views i have got which i guess sounds a bit odd but hey.

So yesterday i had my little bitch about blackberry and how i think there a pile of shit and i still do think there a pile of shit but after research Google answers told me to put it in a bowl of rice so now my blackberry is currently in a bowl of rice just chilling on the kitchen side. I've also noticed my"u" button is very hard which makes this even harder to type because i use a lot of "U" when typing..... ( odd fact i have just noticed).
Anyway back to my little rant off my phone.... I've decided that if my blackberry doesn't work that I'm going to get hold off the Google person who told me rice was a good idea, and write them a complaint letter, which will go something like this.........


"DEAR GOOGLE PERSON, you LIE! THEREFORE I THINK YOU SHOULD GO AND EAT HORSE MEAT, AS WELL AS BUY ME A NEW BLACKBERRY AND IF YOU REFUSE TO DO SO I WILL GET HOLD OF JEREMY KYLE
BECAUSE HE ALWAYS GETS THE JOB DONE
YOUR VERY PISSED OFF FRIEND
EMMA"

What do you think guys? do you think they will buy that i mean i threaten them with Jeremy Kyle and if i was  them i wouldn't want to be threatened with that guy i mean he seriously is the only reason i wake up early is so i can watch him kick butt

can i say butt, sorry if i offended some readers with that word actually sorry if offended you with horse meat aswell hahah!
ohh god i may just stop typing............................


over and out MWAAAAH